STOP PRETENDING~

T_T ..
Saddd~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Really want to cry~!!!

Pliz don't lie to me anymore, and don't lie to urself .
Plz be honest!
=(....

           *can't stop crying*...
T_T..T_T..T_T..T_T..T_T....

Study.. Study.. Study.. Isn't it fun?:D

                                                                   Argghh! Finally~ . :D

The lessons was started since last week and so far, I guess there's no problem for me to understand most of the 

topic and chapter in certain subject if the concentration in class is at the highest, am I right? ^^ ..

Okay. Let me explain the subject that we've learnt so far . Honestly, these all subjects are a lot different from the subjects in form 1,2 and 3 . So, the only way to catch up all the subtopics is to focus in class during lesson . :)

                     Subjects in form 4 for SPM 2012:

    Class stream: Pure Science

    Name of the class: 4 Tekun 

    School: SMK Datu Paduka Mat Salleh

    Subjects for SPM 2012: -BM

                                          -BI

                                          -Sejarah

                                          -Mathematics

                                          -Add Math

                                          -Biology

                                          -Chemistry

                                          -Physics

                                          -EST

                                          -Pengetahuan Moral

                   Explanation :

BM~ lyk the ordinary BM but the question, mostly, ask to write essays, not objective question .

BI~ haven't learn this yet for form 4 and 5 syllbus and format for SPM exam .

Sejarah~ a bit different from the topics in form 1, 2 and 3 .

Math~ hmm . the basics learnt during lower secondary school .

Add Math~ needs more 'penelitian' to solve the question .

Biology~ more to the study of life . and i luv this subject . :) 

Chemistry~ to study the composition, interaction, etc . (all about matter, atoms2x, etc).

Physics~ more to calculations + science facts .

EST~ writing essay about science and technology . 

PM~ general knowledge . (memorise the 'sifir nilai') .

      Okay! That is all the subjects in form 4 and to success in SPM exam, we'll have to learn more the subjects in form 4 because most of the question asks in SPM are in form 4 subjects . 

~ :)

Form 4..!

Halo, readers . ! :)

Arghh!! At last.... We're in upper secondary . Yess!! Form 4, and this is just a beginning , We'll hav to struggle for the SPM exam next year 2012 . Hmmm... From now on, study is the most important and I, myself, will nvr neglect this . May GOD will always be on my side .. :)

Okay  . This week, we only hav to stay in the school hall and keep listening to our teachers while they're giving us sum new info abt upper secondary a.k.a form 4 . Haha . We'll start to study on Monday next week . Well. honestly, I can't wait for that . What class should I enter? Hmm . Let's juz wait and see arr . Kay, that's all for this time . I'll write again next tym . ^^

                                       P/s : Song from Taylor Swift . :)

                                               Enjoy . :D

Happy New Year 2011 . :)

                                      2010 ...
                    ~ A lot of memories that I won't forget .
                    ~ Will miz tis year and never throw it away ..
                    ~ Will miz the exam's environment , hehe . (PMR)
                    ~ Got a bad and also a very sweet memories . :)
                    ~ Feeling life is not easy as ever .
                    ~ Getting to know a lot of new individuals .
                    ~ Got a new hobbies . (playin' guitar^^)
                    ~ Learn to love sum1 the way he does to me . :)


                                 2011 .
                    ~ Hope that this new year will be a great beginner for all of us .
                    ~ May GOD will always guide us to the right way .
                    ~ Enjoy this brand new year 2011 . :D


Happy new year . :)

Stop arguing wif me . It's too late for us, the time is near . ;(

My dear, 

Can we stop this fights between us? 

We're running out of time and soon we're gonna far from each other .

I can't fight with you . 

Can't see you hurt ~

Can't see you cried . :(

Sumtyms..

  I feel you were bored with me . But I throw that far from my mind becuz I remember your words that

you will never feel bored with me . 

  I also know that people will change from time to time . And if that's happen, !! T_T

                                          PLEASE, NEVER LEAVE ME !! :(

I CAN DIE WITHOUT YOU !

I can't sleep. 
I can't close my eyes, eventhough today was very tired for me..  
I keep thinking about him. 
I keep thinking about us. 
Monday is near, and that's mean farewell for us. 
I should be happy, because it's the first day for school session 2011 . 
But, the more I force myself to forget it, a lot of hurt I will get . 
I must be ready to faced this situation, to be far apart from him . 
It's for our future, and I believe if we have strength, we'll be able to face it . Come on, it's just 1 year . And it will not be too long . Kay . Relax . Take a deep breath . Nothing unwanted could happen . :) 

So happy ! Got a chance to be with him today . :D ~

Hello, everyone . ! Hope u all doing fine . I want to share my happiness with u all tday n all abt yesterday . Hehe . Okay ! Let's get start . :)
Yesterday was christmas, right . So, after we (mum, dad, me) went to the church, mum and dad said they wanted to buy sum food to make this christmas celebration more enjoy and meaningful . But, they don't mean to invite outer people to our home . I mean, "OPEN HOUSE'' . Haha , honestly, they didn't had enough budget for it . Just for my little family . ( mum, dad, my brother, my sist-in-law, my eldest brother, my pretty lil niece, and myself )^^ . Well, I'm quite sad and aggrived when my second brother can't went home for tis xmas, but I understand . I mean, we do understand it becuz he might be busy with his work and can't get a christmas-day-worker's-holiday for tis yr . (wah, is that true?) Hahaha . But it's okay . As long as I can get together with my other family members . :)


                                                        Hmm . Hw abt tday? (26th Dec. 2010) ^^
Yah!! I met him tday . :) Well, I felt so happy . Wanna knw y? Becuz, I met him lar . :-D .
We're going to KFC . :)


After we bought the food, we had found seat near the window . From there, I can see the top of the milimewa building and almost all of the road in pekan Ranau . Wat a small-small town . Huhu .
He asked me to eat the meal . And apa lg, I eat it lar . Haha . For real, I was very hungry . He stared at me for a sec . And then he smile again . Why? Must be bcz of my attitude . Haha . Peduli lah ! I juz need to eat tht tym . Hehe .

After eating the meal, we're decided to leave the place and went back to my mum's saloon and I told him to go back home . Well, although it was just a split second I got a chance to meet him, but it's fine wif me . As long as, I can release my longing to him . Hope he was like that to0 . Okay! That's all I gotta say for today . But before I leave, enjoy this perfect lullaby that cud make me fall asleep juz nw . Just for you ! :)